My flesh appears to have broken free of its reins and is running amuck, murmuring about my situation, and manifesting ugly traits that I do not even recognize. I am starting to feel as though there is no point to this suffering, Lord.
“There is always a point to your suffering.” said the Lord. “Right now, you are being presented with an opportunity to exhibit the highest form of love, sacrificial love. But it will mandate that you lay aside your own needs and desires to suffer for someone else’s benefit.”
Looking down at the floor, I responded, “That type of love sounds heroic, Lord. I am not sure I have it in me. I often stumble under the pressure of this trial, which causes me to feel more shame and anger, than love. How can I give something I do not have to give?”
“Do not miss this chance to portray God’s love because of your own feelings of inadequacy.” replied the Lord. “I am the channel of love that flows from the Heavenly Father. I chose you and will not forsake the work of My hands. You can do this because of Me. When you dwell with Me, that channel is kept open and flowing freely which will enable you to love others. Trust in My abilities, not in yours. I will perfect what is lacking in you – and that is the purpose for your troubles.”
“Lord, forgive my selfish heart and strengthen my inner being with power so You may dwell in my heart through faith. I trust You to perfect what is lacking in me. Keep me rooted and grounded in Your love, so I am able to love others through my words and actions, pointing them to You.”
John 15 Psalm 138:8 Ephesians 3:16-17 1 John 3:16-18 1 John 4:8 1 Peter 5:10
